Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Matchbox
She's stunning isn't she. Fuck me, I'm in love.
8/26/2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Bright Lights
I wouldnt say it was a lark, I wouldnt say it was brilliant, nor was it adrenaline. Probably did just enough to put the game to the sword.
So if you really want to know, utd won 3-1 in the semis and I just got off the telly a few mins ago. I'm really really pleased though. But that boy fabregas is a fuckin' cheat, he made a mess out of his own and took the fall. Gotta feel sorry for fletch, its a drag for the lad.
Anyhow, I havent been here much, not I got lots to say, and not like you want to know much but thats just me being too clever sometimes innit?
I'm a little loosen for now, sort of unwinding. I'm on a 3 day blocked leave that ends today after passing out last week but I got called activated to back to camp a few times already due to the recent swineflu outbreak. Yes, fuckin drag I know, but what the heck. But I've been putting some thoughts into my plans after my ord. Its a pain up there really, but I rather sooner than later. Mom's given me the choice of abroad, don't know what to feel, part of me says I should, part of me says fuck it, and another tiny part of it is about to go up the wall. I got the whole year to really really consider, so i'm just gonna be at ease, for now.
Other than that, life so far hasn't been spectacular nor has it been dazzling. Its has been nothing short of boring, but I'm pretty much content I guess, pandora has been a charm, working beautifully, I still rip on my mates over the weekends, enough time at home so that's pretty sums up.
Okay, must be the lag of sleep, I'm really really out. So piss off.
5/06/2009
Sunday, May 03, 2009
A Million Little Pieces
5/03/2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Blank
So in fact , things have been ticking along swell the past week or so,
For example, utd won villa, you might think it was nearly a mess, well judging from the recent results, I don't give a shit.
Next, it most probably brings us to today.
Anyway, my life is probably too a drag to talk about, I've run out of ideas anyway.
I bought a new guitar today, couldnt help it, I fell in love with it the minute I saw it.
It cost though, but i'm really happy now
I'm calling her Pandora
4/12/2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
J'ecris ton nom sur mon coeur
My life has probably been too drag to blog about, not that you need to know anything more.
There have been lots of things to ponder about, especially what I'm going to do after army, and its still making me go up the wall, wank.
But I'm mighty glad the last few weeks had passed (:
But for now, I just want to get back to writing, i'm kinda losing it.
Till then.
2/17/2009
Sunday, December 28, 2008
About a girl, and a one that kicks ass.
I happen to know this girl, bloody gorgeous if yer asked. Streaks of gold, with red and black, could be wrong, i'm partially colourblind, but what the heck. She's stands about 5 and a half foot and she kicks fuckin' ass.
She's flashy, she's cool and she could knock you off your socks, but she could be really cute, because i really dig those glasses of hers. She's sweet, she's humble and she could a mean photo. I've never seen her perform, but I bet she spins people's head, like rockstars always do.
But most importantly, she has bright brown eyes, that could light up an entire city. And when she smiles, her eyes move along, just like the clouds, where the world simply smiles back.
After all, I happen to be one persistent little asshole chasing a lost cause, but for the past 2 years or so, I've been really glad to be feeling this way all this while. For all the times I was with her, I felt as though I was standing on a dangerously narrow ledge. I dont think there was a time where we've been really comfortable and I worried I always didnt have something interesting to say and to amuse her.
But then again, I'm not denying she's really awesome. I've come to a point where people asked me what I see in her. I've friends telling me to just forget it because it was been a bloody waste of a time so far. Bloody waste of time if yer asked, i doubt. No matter what, without getting much results, moments I've been with her or just admiring her from a distance has been smashing in the last 2 years. I remember everything from the first time we went out till valentine's this year and if it really could, i wanna take her out on valentine's next year again.
So coming to the point of what i see in her, simply she makes me different and still does. By any chance, I want to be someone who can take things off her mind and talk to her about anything.
To me, love is something that can happen anytime and anywhere and its something that makes life a bit more special. Right now, I dont need a relationship, but what i want is her companionship and most of all, for her to feel the same way towards me and that is something that I don't know if it may happened.
I dont know my sudden reason for writing this but somehow I just did it. She probably does know everything already but the feelings just keeps coming back to me and its only here where I can just let everything out without any worry.
I just got off the phone a few minutes ago with my best friend and its just something we're sharing about and whatever it is, love should be simple and not complicated, and things should just happen spontaneously.
To whom this post may be concern to, you know who you are when you read this. I miss you, really. I'm not sure how long I may continue but after all, I am one stubborn idiot right :)
A few more days to new year and into 2009, I'm sure you will have a blast (:
12/28/2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
This post will save your life
How simple is the meaning of life? It may not has been as savage as how some predicted the world will come to an end or whatever. Its does not even come close and nobody is laughing about it either.
This read here " This book will save your life " is one about helping others, not being selfish and appreciate what you have and seeing what's around. There is no one in this book out to shit over another being or nobody who cares nothing about nobody else. Its not the kind of mushy feel good stories and its not chicken soup for anybody's soul but on the whole, it has been a really good read which has just triggered me into thinking of everything that happened in the pass 2 months.
And I'll be lying through my teeth if I said I didnt quote any of the above statements of the book from somewhere.
Anyway just 2 particular events worth mentioning,
First things first, my 20th birthday. I got some really swell presents, a few good wishes here and there, no cake, but I don't care but most importantly, great friends. Done.
Next, my graduation from Basic Military Training. That was a week ago and 2 months back since I enlisted so good fuckin' riddance to it.
But then, I'll be lying again if I said it had been a waste of my time.
The thing about army is that, you gain experience that can be used in the future working life, you learn how to fire a weapon, how to protect your love ones, and how a whole great deal of things that you will only learn in this 2 years of your time and out of all these, you feel a sense of belonging and pride serving the nation. But most importantly to me, you make great friendships out of them.
That is how simple life is, great friends. Friends who you can spend a few minutes to share a coffee with, friends who go through shit with you and also friends who have your back and you have theirs.
If there's one thing I learn in BMT which is also often emphasized, it is leave no man behind. For the pass two months, the people around me have help each other tremendously in getting through obstacles and motivating each other.
So whenever you're getting fucked by your sergeants in a half left down position, look to your left and right, watch their sweat trickle down their necks and so does yours, because whatever you're going through, they are also going through it and it makes you feel better that they are going through the same shit with you.
But on the whole, its not just your army friends but basically everyone you hold close to your heart.
The two months in BMT has taught me a lot and I am glad to say I left with happy memories, and two years down the road, Raven company will also have a special place in my heart.
To the boys of Raven Company Platoon 3 and to section 2, it has been smashing.
12/15/2008
